1. I never wake up before 10am 2. I play hours of video games a day, not being held accountable by the environment of hard-working peers 3. I feel more relaxed and healthy 4. I do not attend a single lecture live and constantly overestimate the number of videos I can binge in a day 5. I underestimate the number of random YouTube videos and TikToks I can binge in a day 6. Not only is it difficult to follow through on school/project-related stuff I set out to do, it's even hard to follow through on "fun" things like books or TV shows - instant gratification (like short videos) seems to dominate my attention (or lake thereof) 7. Exams don't feel like exams, but I don't perform as well as a result 8. I don't miss going outside as much as I thought I would - perhaps I find home too comforting? 9. I don't take risks 10. I need to go back to Berkeley to get the spark back - plus I miss in-person interaction with friends (BONUS) In the meantime, I need...
Corona Time Wow. If I thought Fall 2019 was a whirlwind, 2020 has been a typhoon so far. It's a semester where I pushed myself to the limit, the worst span of health issues in my life so far, and just all-around as eventful a span of 2 months as I've ever experienced prior. What is Happening with the World January was absolutely insane even before the Spring semester was back in action. From Australian wildfires to heated conflict between the United States and Iran (not to mention lesser covered events like the Taal volcanic eruption and persistent flooding in Venice), it seemed like a new shocking world event was occurring every single day. I am not someone who is always very updated with current events, but it was hard to miss these. Then, 5 days after the semester begins, the basketball legend Kobe Bryant dies in a helicopter crash and sends the world and a period of grieving. Many of my roommates are huge basketball fans and some even grew up in Los Angeles wa...